I'm Baaack!
Hello everyone, guess who it is?!
That's right I'm back after two and half months of not posting. The reason for that is that I didn't want to write or publish something without any clear direction. All I can say is that the past few months have flown by and while in the moment I felt I wasn't accomplishing much, I was actually able to focus on myself and my mental health. I can confidently say that I have put a lot of work into myself the past few years but the last few months gave me the opportunity to put all I'd learned into action as my life took a pause, and I took a break.
I also turned 23 last month, and I've gotta be honest and say that this birthday had me a little nervous because in my head that was one year closer to 25 which then is close to 30. However, this was the first birthday in a long time where I was able to look in the mirror and really like who was looking back at me. As cliche as this is going to sound I feel as though I've undergone some kind of inner transformation as I feel my mindset about myself positively shifting. Maybe this is what people talk about when they say that our frontal lobe finishes developing at 25.
No major life updates as of right now, I just missed writing and wanted to come back and now that I have I want to try to post once a week. Knowing me, that's not a promise but I will try. I used to think that talking to a camera would be the best way to express myself but the truth is that writing gives me the freedom to be myself and I know I want to do more of it, not just on here but in other avenues as well. Like I said there's nothing huge to report, but I do have a couple of things sort of in the works so I guess we'll have to wait and see what's next because truthfully I don't even know.
What I do know is that detaching from the outcomes I was desperately clinging to has set me free and I've truly learned how to take life one day at a time. I don't fear or over-focus on what could happen tomorrow because tomorrow hasn't come so there's no reason for me to worry about it really. I'm still trying to let go of old cycles and patterns of behavior but progress isn't perfection and I am human after all.
I am truly excited to see what Chapter 23 of my life holds for me and I'm even more excited that I get to take you all along with me for the ride. Like I said, I want to write more often so look out for weekly posts about anything and everything I find interesting (which is a lot). There won't be a lot of rhyme or reason to what I publish but honestly niching down isn't possible for someone like me which I'm happy with. Until next time!
Love always,
The Anxious Girl Boss<3
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